jinichan

thunder bay? not anime north

Mon, 21 May 2007 20:53:40 GMT

I'm going to thunder bay in 11 days XD

My friends and I made the decision to call off on anime north this year, mostly due to the fact that our plans were all in limbo hehe O_O But I still get a little bit of a vacation. On June 2nd I'll be leaving to visit my friend Meghan in t-Bay
I haven't seen her since November, when I helped set up a dollarama there.
Her and I were pretty much together the whole time ^^'' we didn't get much done when we were together. And..we tended to get super super giddy >_>'' I think we drove some people nuts with the squeeing and such XD
So even though I'll be missing out on the Con, its gonna be a blast anways with Megs. Did I mention that there is a sweet ass comic store there? wall to wall manga! O_______O ~drool~
oh yeah...anyone know some good music offhand? I need some for teh psp ^^""
thanks!

long time no write ^^'

Sun, 20 May 2007 05:05:58 GMT

Been a while now hasn't it?

So..I guess I am back now ^____^ though its been over a year since I last used this site.
I'm gonna be changing my layout soon, and cleaning out alot of stuff from here ^^' I was going to make a new account, but decided in the end just to stick with this one heh.
What have I been up to as of late? Well, I'm moved out of my dad's and living on my own now, well sorta. I'm living with a good friend at the moment (yay for cheaper rent) and its turned out to be a pretty sweet arrangment. I love being on my own, and personally I don't know why I didn't do it a while back :)
I just found out that in sept. 2008 Algoma U is going to be starting up the bachelor or design program. I'm really hoping to get into it and I want to stick with my original thought of wanting to be an art teacher ^^
Don;t know much else to say..just wanted to let everyone know that I came out of the dark finally and I'm baaack n___n
peace out

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 23:02:52 GMT

I am done my box assignment

~dances~

It only took me all day though hehe n_n' Last minute ideas are always the best.

I am going home to sleep now u_u zZzZzZ

bai!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 20:31:19 GMT

Well I talked to Andrew last night and he said everything was ok...needless to say, I had enough tonsil hockey to last me a lifetime. I regret kissing him so much, for some reason I didn't stop...but I guess I was caught up in the moment or something. After all it was my first time o______o

Got a whole weekend plannd, homework and Noel's House for Turkey n________________________n ~dances~

Have a good one

~smacks her head off the desk~

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 14:32:26 GMT

Sometimes I really need to stick to my advice when I say something o___o

There is this guy that I have kinda liked for a few weeks now, were not going out or anything and last night I went to his house. We cuddled for a bit and then we started..we started to kiss.

O________O Now I feel all weird, Its like good and bad at the same time. I like him but I just can't

I just can't handle these emotions. u______u

I am still trying to get better myself, I went through a major depression last year and I am still trying to get better. Heck I will be on medication for a while yet still. I am so emotional. I could just look at something and start to cry. And yet I find someone I like and when I get involved I want to cry agian. I feel so wonky right now I have no words to explain how I am feeling.

I can't be with anyone, not now....not with school and my emotions and feelings at stake. I'll just have to tell him that next time I see him. Even if I want to kiss him....I won't. Its just not working >____<

I am sorry, I don;t mean tobring this out on everyone...but I had to talk about it someplace. Does anyone think I am being silly or dumb? Heck I don;t know what to think O___O

bah o_o

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 16:29:01 GMT

I've been at school since 9 this morning and my brain is literally fried o_o

I was working on this project, I had to make a resume but make it all spiffy and shiny, you know full of graphic desginess. So I finish the resume and I go to print it out...

The colors totally screwed up.

Seems miss smarty pants forgot to convert her spot colors to CMYK for output. Sure the resume looks nice on the screen but when it comes out its the color of purple cough sryup and barney. It was originally different tones of blue.

So now I gotta go back and fix up all my colors. whew ~wipes forehead~ I am a genius. O_o

Its my own fault...I was up until 4 drawing layouts for my project, couldn't sleep. Well I guess it was better that I did my hw and not diddle daddle..lalala n_n'

New Icon n_n

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 22:24:23 GMT

I gots a new icon!!

Noeru made me this cute one of my fav bishi Inu-chan..with Miroku n_n
I enjoy reading yaoi I like to look at this pic ~glomps new icon~

Thank you so much Noel!!!! ~huggles~

thougths

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 22:59:51 GMT

I found this awesome quote that made me think today about a lot of things. here it is

"Don't cry because its over....smile because it happened"

There are many people that I have met and unforunate things have happened like I don't talk to them anymore or we just lost contact over the years. Or something really awesome was happening for a while and then it just ended like a smack in the face. We need to learn to appreciate the people and the things that are given to us in our lives. If they only are around for a short time or things don't work out the way you wanted them too, we must realize just how lucky we were to have them happen.
Cherish the good times, becuase crying over something you have no control over is gonna get you nowwhere. Smile think about the good times and move on, because brighter things are to come.

Wow!! I surprised myself there...I don;t tend to talk deep like this very often,,,ask my friends I am kinda on the dense side hehehehe.
Well there is something for everyone to ponder on yourselves.

long time no write

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 21:49:03 GMT

Wow! it sure has been a long time since I have updated O______O
I haven't really been on Livejournal very much and I wanna start coming back on more often to update and comment n_n
I really really want a new layout! the one that I have right now is so wonky but I don't really know how to make one...I was wondering...can someone help me maybeh?? I would greatly appreciate any help I really would ~smiles~

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 14:37:44 GMT

Hullo
How is everybody? I am good n_n
Yesterday was such a rush..I had appointment in the morning with my mom..then I had to go home and finish up some work, walk to the school..and then go back home and clean, cook supper for my brothers and then I went back to the school agian to finish up some more. Well I guess what matters is that I finished up my stuffage..so now I can relax a bit.
I rented the Inuyasha game for the Ps2..it is really good..tonight I am gonna play that as well as finish up George the frog..ya n_n'' Ask my brother about that one hehehe.

Homework draining from the orfices of my body...

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 18:51:44 GMT

I got assignments leaking outta my ass, my ears, my mouth...hehe
Whenever we get one assignment done..we get another 2 or 3 piled on top of that..I have 3 deadlines next week..and a buncha stuff due after the break...but the labs are closed for that weeeeek ;_;. I am going out tonight and that is it...the rest of the time is hwk time..I got to get this stuff done O.O
I losted a lot of money too...my bank was hungry and it ate 500 dollars..the 500 dollar loan I got my dad and never saw agian. So that leaves me with a measly 200 bucks until I get a job. I mentiond I wanted to get a job to Terry and he said I should wait until March...n_n''
Well for tonight I am gonna go out and have some fun with my girls... n____n
well gtg got an assignment to do..

Sometimes I just don't get me....

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 20:46:23 GMT

Why do I have to let one thing infect me entire mood?
Found out today that we are not doing Snowdaze and I was really...bummed out to say the least.
Yesterday I was so happy thinking..think of all the fun stuff we are gonna do..think of all the people you are gonna meet...and it just flys right out the window.
The fact that it is my time of the month is not helping...
Now I get to spend my week alone...because my aunt is visiting her stupid boyfriend every night in an empty apartment with boxes and bags as my only source of support. Speaking of sources of support I may lose the only adult that I have in my life....My aunt is thinking of moving away to Toronto with Kevin..in 3 weeks..
Things are just getting better and better,
well I can always pack my crap..I am gonna have to live at my dad's for a bit anyways...I hope he doesn't go back to the drunken abuse...
u_u'

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 14:33:21 GMT

Hullo! ~waves to all~

O.O Feeling a but rushed today due that I have an assignment that has to be handed in for 1:30 amd next week I have 3 deadlines to meet...on top of the fact that I gotta help my aunt move...I really wanted to do snowdaze but I think it is out the question..~shakes fist~ u_u I was looking forward to it too...
And this morning I got this email from this guy I barely know and he like...spilled his guts out to me about how much he liked me...I guess I can say that I am just a little freaked out..well actaully a lot. So now I gotta tell him I am not interested which is hard cuz I don;t like to be rude to people...I know what its like to be let down by the person you adore...so I guess you can kinda say that I feel kinda bad. I think I am just gonna tell im though that at the moment I am not interested in going out with anybody, which is kinda true. I don't have the time for a boyfriend..My friends and my education come way beofre the suishy stuff..~nods~

Tonight I may be going to Bon Soo with Noel and Natalie..not sure what we are gonna do yet hehe..
this weekend I am gonna be packing and on Sat Jay is coming over, I really wanna beat ocarina of time hehe n___n that is a great game. When Jay comes over we just play video games all night.
I am really thankful for meeting these new peoples. You gus know who you are and I think you guys are awesome n_n'' I feel really lucky to know peoples like this. ~throws confetti~

Well class is gonna start so I must be going..
bye bye

n______n smile

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 13:58:00 GMT

Hey everybody!! n__n

well anime North is coming soon and I am getting very excited about it!!! Sammie's mom said if the pattern was not too complicated that she would sew my costume for me!! ~dances~ This week I am gonna purchase the pattern that I need to show Sammie's mom. n___n Sammie lemme know when it is a good day for you n_n I can give you the pattern then k? or whenever is best for you hehe.
This weekend was ok...except for the fact that my brother decided to fry the computer on us...He was playing diablo for like..40 hours and the computer kinda dieded..so yeah..now the only internet acces I have is what I get at school hehe. Next week...I am not gonna be at my aunt's anymore so..I dunno what is gonna happen after that either ~sighs~
School is pretty much taking up all my time..O.O there is so much more work then last semester..Unlike last semester though I don't skip class anymore n_n'' that helps a lot..and I stay in class every day unitl 12:30 so I can get as much as I can done.
Nothing but smiles lately..I have been pretty happy these days...I went to the doctors last week and she told me I my need to stay on my medication for up to a year!! a whole year! hehe...not that I care..just I thought it would be much sooner than this. Its a hard thing to accept that I need medication to keep the chemicals...in mah brain balanced..or keep me in high spirits but when I think about it, I can't imagone where I would be without them. They helped me for the good n__n ~nods~ and I guess that what counts.
One day though..I would like to be off them
hehe gtg!
Peace out!! n__n

n_n

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 17:50:13 GMT

Hullo!!

>_< gah! I really gotta get back into the early morning routine like oober badly..I have been waking up every day past 12. Well today I got up before 12....does that count?

Last night was great by the way!!! I wanted to take that waiter home with meeeee...he was very hot! and he had an amazing ass if I might say so myself :P

I love the piccies! and Melissa is the most photogenic person I know!!! hehehe.

Drew some piccies for DA! I am gonna put em up in a few days!!!! ~dances~

Oh yeah! I added j00 Sammie to mah LJ!!!! ~dances some more~

Lots of things to dance about!!!!

Last night when I danced with Melissa I proposed to her....now that is my second fiance!! Which were both girls!!!!!!

bahahaha!!!!!!!!! n_______n

Hiiiiiiiiii

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 23:41:37 GMT

Hullo

I deciced to write in here....its been a while now...considering that I used to write in here almost every day hehe. I just decided that now I just don't care if anyone writes about stuff that pisses me off or upsets me, that was all while ago and I just don't give a shit anymore hahaha

Well New Years was a blast!!!!! ~dances and blows a noisemkaer~ Thank you Natalie and Noel ^-^/ Docs was great!!!! Supper was good...but I really suprised myself by eating that much. I guess my tummy has more room than I though ne?

There was the dance too! which was fun! Despite the crowdiness and the spilt drinkness O.O The Dj played good musics ^-^ and a guy asked me to dance....kinda weird but meh, who cares. I saw a lot of girls I knew from Highschool...some of them left homw with no clothes on...leterally..Ayyyye I wanted to gouge my eyes out from this one girls shirt...it blinded me.

I wish I coulda had one drink though..I am not a drunk but I do like a glass here and there. I can't drink because I am on medication that can't be mixed with alchohal.

Actaully that leads me to my resolution..I might as well tell everyone that does not know...but please those that can see this please don't tell ^^' keep it here hehe. I am on an anti-depressant mediacation called Celexa and have been for about 6 weeks now. It really has helped me as I had just gone through a major depression bout...It was very hard to get through...But my very best friends you know who you are ^o^ helped me through it. For the first time in a long time I feel like "myself" I am not afraid to be myself ^-^. I haven't cried in weeks and I have been eating again! ~dances~ I think I put on a few pounds too...not that that is a bad thing it isn't at all ^-^
But I thank my friends from the bottom of my heart for helping me through all of this..
Now that I am better with the help of this medication I want to get off the medication...that is my resolution for the year..to be able to just be me without it hehe. I know I still have a ways to go but in time I'll be off it ^-^

Then I can have a real mean kick ass parteh!!! BOOYEAH!!!

Last night I went to the movies with Nat and Justin. Jay was gonna come too but I couldn't make it unfortunatley! Next time eh buddeh?? I just gotta say that Meet the Fockers is fucking hilarious!!!!! and I recomend it to all of j00 peoples out there!!!!!

And some cocky ass kids thought they were all cool..trying to impersonate me as I played love shine on heavy mode!!! Those kids can shove there foots up there ass!! I told them off good haha!!!! Lemme just say they picked the wrong time of the month to mess with Jini
Well I gtg take care everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 20:19:11 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^__________________________________^

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 21:25:58 GMT

hullo hullo!!!!!!!

how is everyone?? I am great!!!!

Tonight I am going skating with Noel, Natalie, Melissa, and Colin maybe as well...Jes and Marnie..I am sorry you couldn't come though..but you guys be at work ;_; maybe another time

but yeah...I have been practicing dancing around the livingroom for it hehe I can't exactly skate very well O.O

Ummm Jes?? you gonna put up those piccies ne? I wanna see ^o^/ thankies..

Noel and I dressed up as Angels this week and took pics they are cute ^0^ hehehe I wanna alter them on photoshop lol

well bai bai!!!
~waves~

damn damn damn ~shakes computer~

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 03:10:15 GMT

Oh tarter sauce with crackers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My aunts computer refuses to load up the fucking cookies that are needed to get into the stupid sault college libary site and it says...you are unable to enter the site beacuase coolies are not enabled...so I tried TWICE to load the damn thingers and it didn't work!

So guess what that means? I gotta do the while fucking thing tomorrow...

yaaa this is just not my day.....

I know I can do it though :)

I have faith I can....

again sorry about the language

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 16:02:46 GMT

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

okies....lol I am done now I swear....

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!

okay..maybe i lied...O.O

But I am now lol!

what to do?

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 14:58:21 GMT

O.O
Mah birthday is is two days...it happens to fall on a sunday though this year hehe
I wanted to go out..but everyone can't go and I wanted to have it on a day where everyone could come...I would want all my friends to come...so yeah ^^' hehe dunno what is gonna go on.
So...I'll no longer be a teenager...hehe when turned 13 years ago..my aunt said these would be the fastest 9 years of my life O.O they did go by pretty fast..all in all though I think I had a really good time ^.^/ I made lot's of good friends and memories to last a lifetime.
So I wonder what kind of adventures my twentird will bring? I still feel like a kid though...I believe you are as old as you feel you are HA!
hehe
me be entering the tween years lol...

lookie lookie attta this!

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 18:25:23 GMT

Hullo!! \^o^
Everyone check out this link from engish.com...my fav site for a laugh ^_____^
it's really funny!

http://www.engrish.com/

enjoys!!!!

ideas for some assignments O.O

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 14:27:35 GMT

Hullo
Boy..I gotta learn not to stay up so late hehe..I was up until two and then I had to get up with my cousins for 6:30 because my aunt nver came home last night....~sighs~ she has been doing that a lot lately...leaving me with her kids and not coming back..oh well though ^.^' It's all good, but I wish she would tell me these tings before automatically assuming that I will be here 24/7 to watch the tykes O.O I can't always be here all the time..with school and my social life ^o^/
Yeah...assignments lol, I got a magazine cover and my reasarch due the first week of decmeber. I'm most excited about the research project though. It is entitled. Action/Reaction. I thought of and sketched outta few ideas for it already. At first i wanted to do something all romantic like a kiss, in an anime sorta style, then I was thinking of a cartoony kinda fella opening a gift box and then having it explode in his face. Then my friend Jesgave me a hilarious idea hehe. Thak u for the inpspiration Jes ^-^. Have some guy grab a girls ass or chest and and then in the next frame have a big red slap mark on his cheek lol. hahaha just like Miroku! I would love to draw them but, it has to be original charcters cuz it's an assignment. But seeing this is the last assigment of the semester i am gonna gear towards doing a piece in an anime comical kinda style O-o
Still not entirely sure about the magazine cover yet though...I was thinking maybe an explosion of some sort. It has to do with the popular music of today...er an explosion of music!
~KABOOM!~
~starts rocking back and forth in chair, laughing nervously~ on;y a few more weeks and then school is out \^o^/ then it'll be time to dance ~throws confetti around the room~

Awesome Inuyasha site

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 18:07:43 GMT

Hullo
anyone who likes Inuyasha should check out this site! The fanart is hilarious! ~falls to the floor laughing~
http://www.inu-papa.com/inuyashagoya/comics.html
have fun \^o^

Boredom brings laughter

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 01:52:11 GMT

I was soooo bored tonight, so I went to this site that Noel showed me a few nights ago called Homestar Runner. It is hilarious! ~laughs~ Homestar is so dense....like a certian someone I know...~rolls eyes~ Nah...it coulcn't be me could it?
I'll admit...sometimes I have been pretty dense. My friends can recall many occaisions of my denseness. The camel started it all ^^'....do camels lay eggs? Ya....when I was 16 I asked this....what was I thinking eh? lol
Or the ricecake.....need I say anymore..?
Being not all there is just me though...I woudln't be Jini if I was "all there" would I?